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Erja WalliusLuottamus (maanantaina, 31. maaliskuuta 2008, klo 04:44)

-Ile66:
My next spirit i live in.Flying above my nearest friend and loves.
They allways are in my holy spirit even I´m not here.
I´m somwhere between eternity of life and death.
I don´t ask of this.I don´t believe in destiny.
I have meat the evel of human race.
I thought the love and nearest to be loved are the reason to live.
it´s a damm god reason when y are healthy and in good cheap .
How it´s possible that a human can be so raped as I´m.
Taken the humanity of life away.My love against my loves was my strongity
when I got this mad sicknes .I don´t belive in God because if he/she exist this had
never happen.No war,no sicknes no wounded by human that should be if God exist.
to belive in God are a imagnation and lure of something to get a face what death are.
The death are very simple..as y born y die...Nothing happens after that...nothing.
We can dream that all start from the beginnig but that´s fake too.But to be fraid
about death are a fight against life.Everybody who loves somebody are afraid about death.
Ít´s come to everyone but how it come makes the rule of your reason here.Are y gonna suffer
many year with lot of pains or get y a fast death as y can´t think about it or how?
I had been afraid in 5year since my illnes broken to so bad I don´t have any choise to change.
It´s sound cracy but when y self are in same fact like I´m y just seen the death surround y,from morning
to evening with lot of pains ..Then y screaming after god or jeesus or what ever y can image.
I was only 33 years old when this broken ..it´s not psychial sickenss it´s injury deap inside my brain.
Some kind of hormony sickness.But this was a litle bit of me ..even nobody thurly know who I was.
I can´t found a single person who really know me.The have a image of what I could be but not the thrue.
I have meet very specially people in my short life.Not a single of them I culd change ...I love them all even
I don´t no anymore whar love are...Love and hate are feelings we all can feel.I can´t feel them anymore
because my brain illnes are so bad .I hope I give somebody to understand how important our heath are.
Without it we don´t have nothing even we have lot of friends.Your friens see y rotten away and after it
are only a memory of something beuty as was.I hope I was good I hope I give somebody something.
Now I are´t a human a man any more.Just a chost of deathsick person who has lost everything a human
can lose.I hope I can be a hawk so I can fly over your souls and see y be happy.After 50 years of this letter
npbody of us exist that´s are a fact..After 100years the earth are a frozen planet because human solve to
desarge his own planet earth.What have we left to next generation NOTHING...and tha´t because we can´t love together and live in peace.Goodbye my loves as so many I get.I hope them never forget me.I forget them in fyshical way because I don´t know who i`m .But keep me into your memory as long y can...then y had one reason to stay here...I lived and die for my loves .not my self...
This letter are owned by my heart to everybody who really loved me...

With love Ile66 thrust and faith

Hi dear Ile,

I'm hoping in deep of my heart, that you can fly like this eagle - in freedom, wild, on your own ways - without any pains - and only enjoy of everything, what you will see from there in highness - flying with wind's help - also without wings...

You'll be in my heart whole of my life...

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IlkkaLuottamus (sunnuntaina, 30. maaliskuuta 2008, klo 22:46)

My next spirit i live in.Flying above my nearest friend and loves.
They allways are in my holy spirit even I´m not here.
I´m somwhere between eternity of life and death.
I don´t ask of this.I don´t believe in destiny.
I have meat the evel of human race.
I thought the love and nearest to be loved are the reason to live.
it´s a damm god reason when y are healthy and in good cheap .
How it´s possible that a human can be so raped as I´m.
Taken the humanity of life away.My love against my loves was my strongity
when I got this mad sicknes .I don´t belive in God because if he/she exist this had
never happen.No war,no sicknes no wounded by human that should be if God exist.
to belive in God are a imagnation and lure of something to get a face what death are.
The death are very simple..as y born y die...Nothing happens after that...nothing.
We can dream that all start from the beginnig but that´s fake too.But to be fraid
about death are a fight against life.Everybody who loves somebody are afraid about death.
Ít´s come to everyone but how it come makes the rule of your reason here.Are y gonna suffer
many year with lot of pains or get y a fast death as y can´t think about it or how?
I had been afraid in 5year since my illnes broken to so bad I don´t have any choise to change.
It´s sound cracy but when y self are in same fact like I´m y just seen the death surround y,from morning
to evening with lot of pains ..Then y screaming after god or jeesus or what ever y can image.
I was only 33 years old when this broken ..it´s not psychial sickenss it´s injury deap inside my brain.
Some kind of hormony sickness.But this was a litle bit of me ..even nobody thurly know who I was.
I can´t found a single person who really know me.The have a image of what I could be but not the thrue.
I have meet very specially people in my short life.Not a single of them I culd change ...I love them all even
I don´t no anymore whar love are...Love and hate are feelings we all can feel.I can´t feel them anymore
because my brain illnes are so bad .I hope I give somebody to understand how important our heath are.
Without it we don´t have nothing even we have lot of friends.Your friens see y rotten away and after it
are only a memory of something beuty as was.I hope I was good I hope I give somebody something.
Now I are´t a human a man any more.Just a chost of deathsick person who has lost everything a human
can lose.I hope I can be a hawk so I can fly over your souls and see y be happy.After 50 years of this letter
npbody of us exist that´s are a fact..After 100years the earth are a frozen planet because human solve to
desarge his own planet earth.What have we left to next generation NOTHING...and tha´t because we can´t love together and live in peace.Goodbye my loves as so many I get.I hope them never forget me.I forget them in fyshical way because I don´t know who i`m .But keep me into your memory as long y can...then y had one reason to stay here...I lived and die for my loves .not my self...
This letter are owned by my heart to everybody who really loved me...

With love Ile66 thrust and faith